Pretty damn depressed.?

I can see how you are torn between going under the knife and feeling vain about doing so, but I don't think you should question something that obviously has caused you to have lowered self esteem and ridicule. Moles are removed not just for aesthetic reasons, but are a preventative measure against moles that may be linked to skin cancer (not to scare you). Also, alot of what people say can tell you about the character of that person, so all those boys telling you of your "potential hotness", are pretty shallow to say something to that affect. So, if you do or don't get this notorious mole removed, you can nonetheless find someone that appreciates you in all aspects of who you are.