This is what my ex-boyfriend told me?

He leads me on and then he treats me like dirt. I'm so tired of his BS and I told him that I'm moving on and I'm gonna find someone who ACTUALLY loves me and doesn't just wanna have with me. And he goes "Oh Kel, don't fool yourself, you love me too much, your not gonna find anyone else, you've tried that before" I'm afraid he's right though. What should I do? I don't know why I still love him so much even though he continues to hurt me.