I'M SO FREAKIN FAAAAAAT!!!! HOw CAN I N0T FEEL FAT!?

First of all, you should buy bigger clothes. If you keep trying to fit into clothes that are not your size, you will feel fat. Also, don't worry about the sizes because you might wear a 3 in some brands but a 7 in other brands. Focus on eating healthy food, exercise, and don't skip meals.